I can't wait for my mega length extensions to come through! =D
I love pressies =D
Thank yooou Phaaase

Do tell -
What is a pressy?

[Keeker]

I can't wait for my mega length extensions to come through! =D
I love pressies =D
Thank yooou Phaaase

Do tell -
What is a pressy?

It'll make more sense if you pronounce it 'prezzies'.

I can't wait for my mega length extensions to come through! =D
I love pressies =D
Thank yooou Phaaase

Do tell -
What is a pressy?

It'll make more sense if you pronounce it 'prezzies'.

A pressy sounds more fun, though. =D

Heehee. A pressie is a present. xD

Although, it does sound more like prezzies. I'll note that for next time =D

Heehee. A pressie is a present. xD

Although, it does sound more like prezzies. I'll note that for next time =D

Ooooohhh! To be perfectly honest, I thought maybe it was a British idiom or something that I hadn't heard before.

Not the case, just an idiot is all! =D

fucking sunday

fucking sunday

That sounds like an awesome sunday.

it was actually one of the worst sundays ive ever had the lack of fortune to endure without having a hangover

Fucking hell, someone let their dog poope on the sidewalk and I stepped in it. Asshole.Cynic is overrated, I was expecting them to be the greatest thing since Pink Floyd based on their hype, but they were jsut kind of "meh." The production sucks, the clean vocals have that fucking horrible robot thing, and the label of death metal is very misleading. The basslines are cool though. The guitar tone on Pain Of Salvation's "The Perfect Element" is shit.

Fucking hell, someone let their dog poope on the sidewalk and I stepped in it. very nice guy.Cynic is overrated, I was expecting them to be the greatest thing since Pink Floyd based on their hype, but they were jsut kind of "meh." The production sucks, the clean vocals have that fucking horrible robot thing, and the label of death metal is very misleading. The basslines are cool though. The guitar tone on Pain Of Salvation's "The Perfect Element" is shit.

Well, Cynic weren't exactly 'the shit' during their prime--and they weren't exactly rich, which is why their production is so poor. The remaster of Focus is a lot more listenable. Even so, they're a band that grows on you. They're really unique in a lot of ways, and I think that's where they build their hype. That having been said, they're not my favorite either, though I do like them.

As far as Pain of Salvation goes, Entropia is the only album that I find entertaining each time I listen. And they've only gone downhill since. My two cents.

Oh, and fuck people who let their dog shit wherever the fuck it feels like.

This is really metal (<#> is a.h., ^^ is bend up to (#), v is release back to fretted note--these are straight 8ths, starting on the upbeat of 1 in 4/4):

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C--0--2--<3>^^(6)v--<2>^^(3)--|--0


I'm just going to take a serious thought moment, if that's okay...

I'm strange point at the moment, where a lot of things are going through my head and sorting themselves out... I feel happy though, and I haven't felt happy in a while. But I know, looking at my previous records, give it a couple of months, and I'll slowly begin to switch... I don't know how to prevent that, ot if I can... I'm slightly afraid of switching back again. Part of me is like, its okay, I've dealt with it a few times before, I can get through it again and it won't be so bad.
But that's in my current opimisitic thought mode. When it comes to that time, I'm sure I won't be thinking the same.
It's not a case of I don't want to be happy... I can still laugh and find things funny, but nothing actually makes me feel self-worth, or worth of a lot of things at those points in time. Like I don't really have anyhting to live for and I lose all ambition to do anything...
But then, on the flip side, I'll get periods where I'm perfectly fine, and want to achieve reallywell at everything I do. Although I'm usually too scatter brained to do as well as I hope. (Organisation isn't one of my finer points.)

So, I'm not really sure what to do. I'll grab my happy moment and ring it dry, as for a whle everything becomes a little less stressful. but a lot more thoughtful too.

I'm always worried I seem like I'm attention seeking when I'm in my happy mode, as I can't help but dress up and do crazy things. It's not that I want attention... I just do,because that's what I feel like doing. So maybe I'm just worrying to much.
And in my down phases, I feel like I'm a much better person to everyone else.

I dunno... It's strange. I just wanted to say this somewhere, and for some reason, I can trust you guys with this current mode of thought. xD

I'm just going to take a serious thought moment, if that's okay...

I'm strange point at the moment, where a lot of things are going through my head and sorting themselves out... I feel happy though, and I haven't felt happy in a while. But I know, looking at my previous records, give it a couple of months, and I'll slowly begin to switch... I don't know how to prevent that, ot if I can... I'm slightly afraid of switching back again. Part of me is like, its okay, I've dealt with it a few times before, I can get through it again and it won't be so bad.
But that's in my current opimisitic thought mode. When it comes to that time, I'm sure I won't be thinking the same.
It's not a case of I don't want to be happy... I can still laugh and find things funny, but nothing actually makes me feel self-worth, or worth of a lot of things at those points in time. Like I don't really have anyhting to live for and I lose all ambition to do anything...
But then, on the flip side, I'll get periods where I'm perfectly fine, and want to achieve reallywell at everything I do. Although I'm usually too scatter brained to do as well as I hope. (Organisation isn't one of my finer points.)

So, I'm not really sure what to do. I'll grab my happy moment and ring it dry, as for a whle everything becomes a little less stressful. but a lot more thoughtful too.

I'm always worried I seem like I'm attention seeking when I'm in my happy mode, as I can't help but dress up and do crazy things. It's not that I want attention... I just do,because that's what I feel like doing. So maybe I'm just worrying to much.
And in my down phases, I feel like I'm a much better person to everyone else.

I dunno... It's strange. I just wanted to say this somewhere, and for some reason, I can trust you guys with this current mode of thought. xD

Well, if you don't mind my commenting, I'll say that I can certainly sympathize. And I ought to add that I think everyone goes through this (to some extent), but some have it worse than others. I don't want to assume I know anything (about anything), so if I overstep my bounds, do tell me to fuck off.

Life is all you'll ever really own, so the only thing you can do is make the best of it--good times and bad.

I feel that I'm no help. Sorry.

Heehee, that's okay. I wasn't really expecting any help. I think I just kinda had an emotional spew....ew. xD

Thanks though And don't worry you didn't cross any borders.
And yeah you're right - Funnily enough you've reminded me of Devin's song "life"


Concidence?
If I spelt that right xD

Heehee, that's okay. I wasn't really expecting any help. I think I just kinda had an emotional spew....ew. xD

Thanks though And don't worry you didn't cross any borders.
And yeah you're right - Funnily enough you've reminded me of Devin's song "life"


Concidence?
If I spelt that right xD

Devin works in mysterious ways! ha

I hope you hold on to the happiness, and I hope it lasts for a long long time. Sorry to hear about the ups and downs; that's never fun at all. Best wishes to you <33