Are you in any kind of routine, Lauri? I tend to find that as soon as my day loses some kind of enforced structure, my sleeping pattern goes completely to all hell. I'm currently awake four about twenty something hours and then sleeping for ten, just because my university classes have ended.

AND, when I don't sleep, everything gets fuzzy. I get really paranoid, I start timing things and wondering if they are signicant. I have, on a couple of occasions, started up what, when I'm not sleeping well, dubbed "The Wall", and when I am sleeping well, dubbed "What the fuck was I thinking?" You know those big charts conspiracy theorists have in films, connecting news articles to maps and then drawing massive lines with things like "Bigfoot Here?" Yeah, stuff like that starts to happen. Not to mention finding everything far, far too funny.

At about hour thirty, I get this dreadful clarity about everything. Everything really suddenly makes sense and I can see how weird I've been acting, and try to rectify it. This usually falls apart around hour thirty five. Hour forty is usually the worst, because I egg myself on. "You've nearly been awake two days, man! Just keep it up for another eight hours!" Inevitably, I usually crash out a little while after that. Exhaustion is a killer, man.

Un-awesome: A combination gastroscopy/colonoscopy. (or as I call it, a "spit roast")
Awesome: said gastro-intestinal Stalingrad uncovering nothing untoward.

Half an hour straight of talking to abusive cunting retarded granny-raping colossal goatfucking IDIOTS.
Sometimes I must endure that bad that comes with the job, but right now quitting doesn't seem like a good idea.
Finding a metal baseball bat and smashing all the equipment and any heads in my way before setting the fucking building on fire and shouting I FUCKING QUIT and running away before the cops come seems like a good idea.

Why won't anyone else hire me?

Un-awesome: A combination gastroscopy/colonoscopy. (or as I call it, a "spit roast")
Awesome: said gastro-intestinal Stalingrad uncovering nothing untoward.

That's great news!

[djskrimp]

Half an hour straight of talking to abusive cunting retarded granny-raping colossal goatfucking IDIOTS.
Sometimes I must endure that bad that comes with the job, but right now quitting doesn't seem like a good idea.
Finding a metal baseball bat and smashing all the equipment and any heads in my way before setting the fucking building on fire and shouting I FUCKING QUIT and running away before the cops come seems like a good idea.

Why won't anyone else hire me?

You're overly qualified.

[quote="Phase"]Are you in any kind of routine, Lauri? I tend to find that as soon as my day loses some kind of enforced structure, my sleeping pattern goes completely to all hell. I'm currently awake four about twenty something hours and then sleeping for ten, just because my university classes have ended.

I did have a working routine once and I'm still trying to build one, but it's impossibly hard when I wake up when I've missed half my schedule and still with a ridiculously small amount of sleep.

Two bomb terrorist attack in Oslo. People are dead :/

Are you in any kind of routine, Lauri? I tend to find that as soon as my day loses some kind of enforced structure, my sleeping pattern goes completely to all hell. I'm currently awake four about twenty something hours and then sleeping for ten, just because my university classes have ended.

I did have a working routine once and I'm still trying to build one, but it's impossibly hard when I wake up when I've missed half my schedule and still with a ridiculously small amount of sleep.

That is incredibly true. All I can suggest is keep trying to get into routine. Once you're in one, it can help incredibly.

Two bomb terrorist attack in Oslo. People are dead :/

Aw man. My thoughts go to them and to anyone who has lost someone. Gettin' mighty sick of this world.

One of my best friends works right next to the bombed place. Thankfully he's alright, safe and home.

But still... Shitshitshit!

That fucking sucks guys. Hope you are all safe, for what it's worth.

I live 7 hours north, so I don't think they'll be getting to me. : d

Also, there's a shooting at the labor party's youth gathering... on an island. Shitshitshitshit.
Last thing I heard was that they have captured one shooter, and he might be the only one.

Two bomb terrorist attack in Oslo. People are dead :/

Aw man. My thoughts go to them and to anyone who has lost someone. Gettin' mighty sick of this world.

Yeah. Why do people have to fucking suck so bad.

I'm feeling sick right now. 7 people (so far) have died in Oslo, and at least 10 at the youth camp, and many are injured. People have also found unexploded bombs at the youth camp. This is all so insanely fucked up.

Another thing that makes me sick is all the racist statements and actions occurring. I felt a slight relief when I heard the suspected is an ethnic Norwegian. As opposed to people of colour, or muslims, this won't be generalized to all white people.

Aaaalso! I'm deeply touched by all the altruism I see on TV, facebook, twitter.. you name it. Even in the worst times, people can be so AWESOME!

[JuZ]

Shit... The extremes of humanity never cease to amaze.

Thinking of everyone affected by these attacks.