And drugs. What about drugs?

Dude! We're making progress! Booze and hookers can't be far behind.

Actually copious amounts of booze and hookers is a great way of dealing with insomnia. Eitehr you end up so drunk and drained you pass out, or you don't and don't care anyway.

Well, um, I've considered drugs, but would rather not as I work in the healthcare industry. And I don't want booze at 7:30 am...Hookers? No, but I have tried masturbation and that actually does help quite a bit.

[Keeker]

3 more nights of work...I'm so tired I'm going to die. (I turn into a real drama queen when lack of sleep is involved.)

I can relate. I'm usually a very placid person but after very prolonged no-sleep I now find I could probably win an oscar for sharp displays of excitability and paranoia.

No, but I have tried masturbation and that actually does help quite a bit.

And drugs. What about drugs?

Dude! We're making progress! Booze and hookers can't be far behind.

Actually copious amounts of booze and hookers is a great way of dealing with insomnia. Eitehr you end up so drunk and drained you pass out, or you don't and don't care anyway.

Well, um, I've considered drugs, but would rather not as I work in the healthcare industry. And I don't want booze at 7:30 am...Hookers? No, but I have tried masturbation and that actually does help quite a bit.

I am not sure I have ever fallen asleep while masturbating. Are you sure you're doing it right?

I think she's referring to post-onanism.

A woman was struck and killed by a train earlier today near a local station. I feel sorry for her husband, poor guy watched it happen in front of him.

And drugs. What about drugs?

Dude! We're making progress! Booze and hookers can't be far behind.

Actually copious amounts of booze and hookers is a great way of dealing with insomnia. Eitehr you end up so drunk and drained you pass out, or you don't and don't care anyway.

Well, um, I've considered drugs, but would rather not as I work in the healthcare industry. And I don't want booze at 7:30 am...Hookers? No, but I have tried masturbation and that actually does help quite a bit.

I am not sure I have ever fallen asleep while masturbating. Are you sure you're doing it right?

Think about it this way...lots of energy and imagination, climax, exhaustion, sleep. Unfortunately sleep does not follow every time, only sometimes.

And drugs. What about drugs?

Dude! We're making progress! Booze and hookers can't be far behind.

Actually copious amounts of booze and hookers is a great way of dealing with insomnia. Eitehr you end up so drunk and drained you pass out, or you don't and don't care anyway.

Well, um, I've considered drugs, but would rather not as I work in the healthcare industry. And I don't want booze at 7:30 am...Hookers? No, but I have tried masturbation and that actually does help quite a bit.

I am not sure I have ever fallen asleep while masturbating. Are you sure you're doing it right?

Think about it this way...lots of energy and imagination, climax, exhaustion, sleep. Unfortunately sleep does not follow every time, only sometimes.

Hmm. Apres la petite mort, on dort. Brings a new meaning to tossing and turning.

Totally un-awesome -20 homes destroyed in a fire last night in White Swan (about 15 miles from where I live). No more talk about masturbation.

Money to afford a month in Japan : awesome
My boss ok with me taking a full month off : awesome
Having no friend to come with me : Just plain UN-awesome (and I'm not particularly good at traveling alone, nor in the mood for it)
(Ok I know it's really not as bad as some un-awesome things previously in that thread, but I'm sick of things never going smoothly in that damn life, even a freaking travel)

Money to afford a month in Japan : awesome
My boss ok with me taking a full month off : awesome
Having no friend to come with me : Just plain UN-awesome (and I'm not particularly good at traveling alone, nor in the mood for it)
(Ok I know it's really not as bad as some un-awesome things previously in that thread, but I'm sick of things never going smoothly in that damn life, even a freaking travel)

That makes me think of Bill Murray for some reason.

[Octillus]

People who view each other as usable, and throwaway.

If you connect with me on any level, that connection is for life, whether you like it or not, I refuse to throw folks by the wayside. The same cannot be said, however, by most people in my life.

If you connect with me on any level, that connection is for life, whether you like it or not, I refuse to throw folks by the wayside. The same cannot be said, however, by most people in my life.

Toss those assholes out of your life. Who needs 'em?

[Octillus]

If you connect with me on any level, that connection is for life, whether you like it or not, I refuse to throw folks by the wayside. The same cannot be said, however, by most people in my life.

Toss those assholes out of your life. Who needs 'em?

Coming to that conclusion. I just feel like there's hardly anyone else left, and then it becomes a self-examination, which then taps into my mild social anxiety, and trying to cope with these truths. And as someone who doesn't have as great self esteem as I'd like (a lifetime of worthlessness beaten into you from the peers and parentals will do that), I take these thoughts and beat myself up with them. I know it's in my head, but I can't get outside of my own head enough to convince myself that this is so.

I'm starting to think it's mostly this age group, but I just reach this point of this internal screaming (a la the "FUCK YOU" in Shitstorm) where I find that I will do pretty much anything a friend/even an acquaintance could need. This is not for validation, but only because in my own moral code it's the right thing to do. That said, whenever I find I have a need, even to just be around people, folks scatter like leaves.

In this age of consumption, passive communication, and blind trends, are there any real people left? Am I just so within my own head that I'm overlooking everyone/everything else? I can't tell you, but this feeling of isolation needs to stop.

[Keeker]

If you connect with me on any level, that connection is for life, whether you like it or not, I refuse to throw folks by the wayside. The same cannot be said, however, by most people in my life.

Toss those assholes out of your life. Who needs 'em?

Coming to that conclusion. I just feel like there's hardly anyone else left, and then it becomes a self-examination, which then taps into my mild social anxiety, and trying to cope with these truths. And as someone who doesn't have as great self esteem as I'd like (a lifetime of worthlessness beaten into you from the peers and parentals will do that), I take these thoughts and beat myself up with them. I know it's in my head, but I can't get outside of my own head enough to convince myself that this is so.

I'm starting to think it's mostly this age group, but I just reach this point of this internal screaming (a la the "FUCK YOU" in Shitstorm) where I find that I will do pretty much anything a friend/even an acquaintance could need. This is not for validation, but only because in my own moral code it's the right thing to do. That said, whenever I find I have a need, even to just be around people, folks scatter like leaves.

In this age of consumption, passive communication, and blind trends, are there any real people left? Am I just so within my own head that I'm overlooking everyone/everything else? I can't tell you, but this feeling of isolation needs to stop.

Young man, I'd like to shake your hand!

Coming to that conclusion. I just feel like there's hardly anyone else left, and then it becomes a self-examination, which then taps into my mild social anxiety, and trying to cope with these truths. And as someone who doesn't have as great self esteem as I'd like (a lifetime of worthlessness beaten into you from the peers and parentals will do that), I take these thoughts and beat myself up with them. I know it's in my head, but I can't get outside of my own head enough to convince myself that this is so.

I'm starting to think it's mostly this age group, but I just reach this point of this internal screaming (a la the "FUCK YOU" in Shitstorm) where I find that I will do pretty much anything a friend/even an acquaintance could need. This is not for validation, but only because in my own moral code it's the right thing to do. That said, whenever I find I have a need, even to just be around people, folks scatter like leaves.

In this age of consumption, passive communication, and blind trends, are there any real people left? Am I just so within my own head that I'm overlooking everyone/everything else? I can't tell you, but this feeling of isolation needs to stop.

I'm well aware it's not something you'd do...but even when you feel so, remember to not tar everyone with the same brush, Code. <3