Devy, spelled Devy! wrote:Amber wrote:I know exactly how you feel Swerve. My old art teacher was kinda like that, just more in a manipulative way. It's odd.
Un-awesome: I don't know what the hell to do. I'm 19, afraid of bloody everything, but yet I have big dreams I'd love to fulfil. But I'm too afraid to open up about it, because whenever I did, all I was ever told is, "You can't do that. It's not realistic. You can't do that, because of [x, y and z].
There are still people well into their 30's who feel that way. I think that's how you're supposed to feel, I do!
Keep dreaming big, that will drive you to get where you want to be, or at least in another cool place, you never know what's going to come your way
Oh and about the 'it's not realistic,' or I hear a lot 'how will you make a career with that?' that's just... try not to let that stop you from moving forward with want you reaaally want to do. You could settle for something more ordinary, but then you probably wouldn't be all that happy. Where there's a will, there's a way ya know?
Yeah, I know what you mean, completely. I hate the line "And how will you make a career out of that?" Welll I tell you what, I'll get a normal job to pay for the roof over my head, and do what I really want in my spare time. It's all there, vaugely worked out. I guess I just gotta try and force myself into the open. (What a scary thought.
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