God. I'd hate that.. I never knew Norway had mandatory military service.. Ah I'm sure it'll be over quick. Maybe, in keeping with your avatar, jizz in your pants at random intervals so they might send you home faster.

What's totally unawesome was the mental image I got from this,

Although, it might just work? xD

God. I'd hate that.. I never knew Norway had mandatory military service.. Ah I'm sure it'll be over quick. Maybe, in keeping with your avatar, jizz in your pants at random intervals so they might send you home faster.

What's totally unawesome was the mental image I got from this,

Although, it might just work? xD

Thank God I didnt get a mental image, I just kind of wrote it off...lol

God. I'd hate that.. I never knew Norway had mandatory military service.. Ah I'm sure it'll be over quick. Maybe, in keeping with your avatar, jizz in your pants at random intervals so they might send you home faster.

What's totally unawesome was the mental image I got from this,

Although, it might just work? xD

It might also make his mandatory naval service longer. After all, do we know what the Norwegian Navy look for in their recruits?

Well thats it, its over

She finally came round earlier today... I just said how i realise its over, and that she really means so much to me and i really want to stay friends... and that i knew about her seein another guy, but i dont blame her cus its my fault i let us both down.

I kind of got more answers...

The main thing is that she just wants to be on her own, and not have any responsabilities and just be able to live life spontaneously, having fun with her mates, never knowing whats round the corner...
But that leaves the whole thing about her seeing a new guy...
But she says its not serious... and she doesnt want it to turn into anything, and if it starts to, she'll just tell him its not what she wants...

But it seriously is the most unbelievable pain... i feel so lost... like ive lost my lable and am just floating around in nothingness
Relationships dont just come around for me, and having one that amazing made me feel so worthwhile. Its like ive been picked up, and teased with perfection, and then thrown out, leaving me back as the plain old Aden that means little to not many people.

But saying that, i do know people care, that'd just be stupid and ignorant, but to go from being the "love of my life" to someone, to not... its hard to feel any sense of importance in this world compared to before. But i know that'll get better, its just an initial feeling cus its hard to adjust to a whole new lifestyle again...

Hopefully one day, when she's had her fun with her mates... and she maybe starts missing having someone permanently there to love and to hold her, maybe something will happen again, but i shouldn't think of that, cus it'll make it really hard to move on for the time being.

I guess ive had my portion of true happiness, and now the world has to balance it out and give me this...

Terria will fix it

lol, without sounding all typical and "Oh my! Dev! Your music speaks to me! Ive gotten through some tough times just listening to your music!"

...but it is so true, its quite fascinating how it works

Sorry to hear that it's finished with you and your girl. At least she was honest and told you what was going on, even if it did hurt you for the moment. It doesn't sound like she has anything against you personally, at least. It's just she wants to do her own thing for a bit. So don't blame yourself. You sound like you have a sensible take on things from what you've written.....just try and remember what you wrote here, and don't dwell on the past or on what might be! You are more than the sum of your relationship with her, you're a three-dimensional human being all on your own, you don't need to have someone else with you for you to be a worthwhile person. You are worthwhile with or without a girlfriend!

And if Dev's music helps you, even a little, that's a small ray of sunshine for now, and there'll be more round the corner (if only because he's bringing out 4 more albums!). I suspect things will brighten up for you in a little while, life is rarely all happiness or all sadness.

Well I'm back home, I was in the navy for exactly 24 hours.

[Keeker]

Well I'm back home, I was in the navy for exactly 24 hours.

Seasick?

Well I'm back home, I was in the navy for exactly 24 hours.

Long time no sea.

Well I'm back home, I was in the navy for exactly 24 hours.

What the fuck did you do to get kicked out in a day?!

The day you move in is the day it's the easiest to get out. I have a bad back and voíla.

How many times you jizz yourself to get out that quickly?? THAT'S DEDICATION!

My thoughts exactly.

Yes, but all the jizzing obviously put your back out. Was it really worth it?