Anathema for free...

i envy you

Don't, the trip is going to cost me a fortune.

Although it'll propably be the best month of my life so far.

anathema+roadtrip

OH I HATE YOU!

Anathema for free...

i envy you

Me, too.

But...OPETH IN SEATTLE OCT. 4TH!!!
A Saturday even! Yay yay yay!
Ahem.

Lucky you...they are playing in Orlando (2 hours from me) on a Tuesday night....either way I'm going. It sucks working 40 hours

Fu.ck....me and my girlfriend just split up after 5 years
I feel fucking terrible right now, im angry sad and confused all at the same time.
i knew this was coming for a long time already but when it happened i coulnd do anything but cry for over an hour..she was my best friend and everything i own reminds me of her.
She said that for the last couple of months she started to see me more as a friend than her boyfriend....and than she fell in love with this guy from her school...right now i want him to die in the most painful way but i know thats just my emotions fucking with my head... Im going through a living hell right now so for the next week or 2 i propably wont post that much...

the lyrics And i love you more than i can say but i hate you every other way make so much sense right now.......

fu.ck..thats all i can say

Aw that's bad man, I feel sorry for you


It's not the end of the world though. "Plenty of fish in the sea" as they say




(I probably need other bait though )

[Keeker]

Aww, I'm sorry. Nothing I can say will make you feel any better. I guess all we can do is offer you some musical sticky tape to mend the bits of your broken heart when you're ready.

I'm sorry, too.

Fu.ck....me and my girlfriend just split up after 5 years
I feel fucking terrible right now, im angry sad and confused all at the same time.
i knew this was coming for a long time already but when it happened i coulnd do anything but cry for over an hour..she was my best friend and everything i own reminds me of her.
She said that for the last couple of months she started to see me more as a friend than her boyfriend....and than she fell in love with this guy from her school...right now i want him to die in the most painful way but i know thats just my emotions fucking with my head... Im going through a living hell right now so for the next week or 2 i propably wont post that much...

the lyrics And i love you more than i can say but i hate you every other way make so much sense right now.......

fu.ck..thats all i can say

Man...that really sucks. The same thing happened to me and my most recent ex, except the situation was reversed...I began to see her as more of a friend =/

only one thing to do, lets find that prick she fell in love with and beat him up silly!

Actually that is all i can think of right now, god i hate him
I just want to beat the guy senseless or even worse, but violence is not an option

having had a situation similar to that of you, all i can say is let it all out, cry, scream, hit walls, dont keep anything inside, FLUSH IT ALL OUT, after some time (took me a year and so) you're golden

OR

we can beat the prick up!

i like option 2

yeah your right about that, ill just blast some SYL at full volume and scream my lungs out to vent some anger.
yesterday i was just really sad but now im pissed off, like what the hell does she think shes doing? she did not love me anymore but did not break up until she found a new friend. yesterday she was all like but i still really like you as a friend, could we still be friends?. well at this point i dont know, i mean i still love her but i feel so betrayed that i dont know if we should be friends. ill just wait a couple of months and than ill see about that

Friends are really valuable too. She's been an important part of your life for 5 years, you don't want to juts flush that down the drain (at least I wouldn't, it breaks my heart that I never get to see or speak to my ex again and that was only 5 months). Of course your feelings are hurt and it's painful right now, but you should try to not let your resentment get in the way of your friendship. After 5 years, you know eachother like no other, that's valuable.

she did not love me anymore but did not break up until she found a new friend

You must be really good in bed

I do want to be friends..i think, but now we just need some time apart (atleast i do). it just breaks my heart to see her with another guy. first i have to get over the fact that it really is over, than i have to get used to the fact that she has another guy (that will be the hardest part).

I understand man, it will be hard, it always is. But in the long run, it may be better this way, if the relationship wasn't going that smoothly anymore recently.


As we say around here, "Vrouwen... Je kunt beter kippen houwen!!"

Happy random thoughts now