Can't sleep. Too hot. Going to be floored at work tomorrow.

woke up because it was too hot

dang it

[swervedriver]

Found out yesterday that my medical history will probably give me a lot of hassle and difficulty if I ever want to get a mortgage or life insurance.

Found out today a classmate and good friend from my high school period died.


Fuck today.

Found out yesterday that my medical history will probably give me a lot of hassle and difficulty if I ever want to get a mortgage or life insurance.

Found out today a classmate and good friend from my high school period died.


Fuck today.

aah mate im sorry to hear that..

and scotland has had a shitter today..

Or else?! There's something worse on top of failure?!

Not being gay, I've not elicited that response yet.

I might try for shitsandgiggles though.

Exam wasn't so bad

Edit: ahaha, this got posted in the wrong thread. I suck. : D

[Octillus]

My previous attempts at venting here have failed but this is coming from a perspective of, "God, I'm sure glad that's over." So maybe it belongs in Random Thoughts, or Awesome or whatever. Fuck if I know, I just work here (coughPOORLYcough).

2011 (save for the month of November and some tunes) was one of the stupidest, most difficult and utterly pointless years of my life. I made a fool out of myself several times, got screwed over a bunch, cheated death twice, spent a lot of it largely like a nearly homeless person, and buried someone very close to me.

Fuck that year, and fuck nearly everything about it. That year needed the karmic swing that only Devember could bring, and I'm so glad it did. Twas a great purge, and I don't know if I could've dealt with what was a nearly as stupid December as the rest of the year combined (issues with mortality aside).

2012 has officially started off on the wrong foot as well, I swear if this shit doesn't get any better I'm going to get my hands on each of these fuckers: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Ma ... ral_beings

But nah, going to move physically and mentally away from this stagnancy and change shit. Hopefully it helps or works.

Fuck Feminists and all they worked so hard for.

Now I can't have an easy life, hoovering shit or what not because everyone will think I've 'failed'

[JuZ]

Been sick for about 7 weeks now. No appetite, low energy, abdominal pains, bloated belly, sore joints, anxiety, occasional sore glands in my neck, brain fog. Dropped about 5kg too, but I sorta needed to and have been forcing myself to eat very well so that's not an issue. Anyway, it's been fucked.

What's even more fucked is Dr Google. If you're feeling unwell, do NOT google your symptoms! Particularly if you're feeling a bit of anxiety anyway. NOTHING good will come of it. NOTHING.

So I had a series of blood tests on the weekend and will find out the results tomorrow. My money is on something related to the thyroid. My mum has thyroid issues so it wouldn't surprise. With a 6 week old bub at home I (and my lovely wifey) need my energy back up at peak levels to get shit done, so I'm looking forward to finding out what's wrong and dealing with it like a baws.


Codes, I hope 2012 is a great year for you mate.

Fuck Feminists and all they worked so hard for.

Now I can't have an easy life, hoovering shit or what not because everyone will think I've 'failed'

Innit right, I Just wanna do dinner and prune roses.

[Octillus]

Been sick for about 7 weeks now. No appetite, low energy, abdominal pains, bloated belly, sore joints, anxiety, occasional sore glands in my neck, brain fog. Dropped about 5kg too, but I sorta needed to and have been forcing myself to eat very well so that's not an issue. Anyway, it's been fucked.

What's even more fucked is Dr Google. If you're feeling unwell, do NOT google your symptoms! Particularly if you're feeling a bit of anxiety anyway. NOTHING good will come of it. NOTHING.

So I had a series of blood tests on the weekend and will find out the results tomorrow. My money is on something related to the thyroid. My mum has thyroid issues so it wouldn't surprise. With a 6 week old bub at home I (and my lovely wifey) need my energy back up at peak levels to get shit done, so I'm looking forward to finding out what's wrong and dealing with it like a baws.


Codes, I hope 2012 is a great year for you mate.

Cheers man, and I know exactly what you mean about Dr. Google. I relied perhaps a bit too much on Skynet in July, and both conclusions I came to were wrong, and ultimately more harmful.

I'm glad you went and got tests. If you sincerely feel that bad, it's just better to swallow your pride and get it done.

What's even more fucked is Dr Google. If you're feeling unwell, do NOT google your symptoms! Particularly if you're feeling a bit of anxiety anyway. NOTHING good will come of it. NOTHING.

NEVER do this. Every time I've checked my symptoms online, it comes back with: "Demonic Possession".
pfft, like, duh, I knew that.

I could be facetious and say "welcome to fatherhood", but I am not allowed to procreate (damn UN "antiChrist Resolution" )...though as you have a bub now...you are essential. Real Doctors, Sir. For You and Yours.
You can't afford any misinformation now.

Yeeeah famalam, go to quacks just to be sure.

One of mine and Mika's best friends is moving to Utah (the fuck?!) tomorrow, and it's not clear if he's ever coming back. Baw, I am muy blue.

Been sick for about 7 weeks now. No appetite, low energy, abdominal pains, bloated belly, sore joints, anxiety, occasional sore glands in my neck, brain fog. Dropped about 5kg too, but I sorta needed to and have been forcing myself to eat very well so that's not an issue. Anyway, it's been fucked.

What's even more fucked is Dr Google. If you're feeling unwell, do NOT google your symptoms! Particularly if you're feeling a bit of anxiety anyway. NOTHING good will come of it. NOTHING.

So I had a series of blood tests on the weekend and will find out the results tomorrow. My money is on something related to the thyroid. My mum has thyroid issues so it wouldn't surprise. With a 6 week old bub at home I (and my lovely wifey) need my energy back up at peak levels to get shit done, so I'm looking forward to finding out what's wrong and dealing with it like a baws.


Codes, I hope 2012 is a great year for you mate.

Sorry to hear mang :/ hope you figure it all out and kick the fudge out of whatever it is. Nothing is worse than being sick for prolonged periods of time.

One of mine and Mika's best friends is moving to Utah (the fuck?!) tomorrow, and it's not clear if he's ever coming back. Baw, I am muy blue.

WILLINGLY moving to Utah? I was born there... And that seems inconceivable to me.

He says it's for work, but I think he's in it for the bitches.

[Octillus]

He says it's for work, but I think he's in it for the bitches.

the many many wives