I totally appreciate that!
What I´m wondering though, is if you COULD be vauge, yet say something really pointed at the same time, and wrap it in that aesthetic, maybe you could make a hilarious point?
Especially if the lyrics are subversive?
Maybe I could wear a wig?
The whole point of the dtp (4 records) is to clarify myself, for me and the audience, and the things left unresolved at this point is my distain towards the industry for celebrating mediocrity. Maybe the lesson will be that it is inevitable and beautifully ironic in a way?
I need to figure that out with Addicted.
And with deconstruct, I´ve tried twice to make an incredibly complicated statement (Infinity and Alien) and both times it overtook me...now that I am clear headed, I need to try one last time, probably proving to myself once and for all that those types of music ultimately are not emotionally satisfying.
You see, this dtp is a catharsis and a purge, I need to know what my motivation has been? I need to clarify myself as explorative and not crazy, I´ve just been stoned and insecure. If I truly want to explore music in different genres in the future (soundtracks, plays, symphonies etc) I need to purge these needs and hangups I´ve had for years. The result is awesome in my opinion, but I already know the outcome, and it needs to happen a certain way. THATs why these are being done consecutively. I am still in touch with those motivations and hang ups (regardless of weather many of them have been resolved) but the resolution album (4) will not make sense without very accurate illustrations of the issues that brought that resolution about.
It´s a shame, I´d like to just resolve it, but without clarity, the resolution will make no sense.
It´s fun, for the first time in 10 years, I feel honored to be a musician...if I am doing music for the right reasons, theres no way I´d not tour and promote it, it just took these past three years to be a little more honest with myself.
What I´m wondering though, is if you COULD be vauge, yet say something really pointed at the same time, and wrap it in that aesthetic, maybe you could make a hilarious point?
Especially if the lyrics are subversive?
Maybe I could wear a wig?
The whole point of the dtp (4 records) is to clarify myself, for me and the audience, and the things left unresolved at this point is my distain towards the industry for celebrating mediocrity. Maybe the lesson will be that it is inevitable and beautifully ironic in a way?
I need to figure that out with Addicted.
And with deconstruct, I´ve tried twice to make an incredibly complicated statement (Infinity and Alien) and both times it overtook me...now that I am clear headed, I need to try one last time, probably proving to myself once and for all that those types of music ultimately are not emotionally satisfying.
You see, this dtp is a catharsis and a purge, I need to know what my motivation has been? I need to clarify myself as explorative and not crazy, I´ve just been stoned and insecure. If I truly want to explore music in different genres in the future (soundtracks, plays, symphonies etc) I need to purge these needs and hangups I´ve had for years. The result is awesome in my opinion, but I already know the outcome, and it needs to happen a certain way. THATs why these are being done consecutively. I am still in touch with those motivations and hang ups (regardless of weather many of them have been resolved) but the resolution album (4) will not make sense without very accurate illustrations of the issues that brought that resolution about.
It´s a shame, I´d like to just resolve it, but without clarity, the resolution will make no sense.
It´s fun, for the first time in 10 years, I feel honored to be a musician...if I am doing music for the right reasons, theres no way I´d not tour and promote it, it just took these past three years to be a little more honest with myself.
