I feel a little emo for doing this, but I need a bitch session. I can't turn to any of my friends for this. I just had the good memories of Steak & Shake AND Guitar Center ruined by a horrible experience. It doesn't start off that bad, but it slowly gets worse. I go to Guitar Center with this chick I have a bit of a thing for, with no money. So, we look at all the sweet ass gear and leave, cause I'm broke. We leave, go to Steak & Shake where I don't eat. We get into this discussion about how she's slept with ALL of my friends except me, and my manwhore friend, who, if given the chance, would do it in a heartbeat. Everyone knows good a well I had a ting for her, so they hid it form me all of this time. She explained how she didn't wanna touch me, cause she didn't wanna the group whore. She's high on pills at the point, so she drives us back to my house very recklessly doing like 90 down the interstate and listening to the new Brittany spears album, singing along (all the lyrics are pretty much about being a whore) and Justin Timberlake. It was all I could do to not jump outta the car. I haven't slept in two days, and the other day I had her pretty much tell me she hates nice guys (I was really nice to her), she likes assholes. The worst part is, I can't talk to anyone about it. All my friends have slept with, and hid it! Sorry, I know it's pretty unimportant stuff and I shouldn't post here about it, but I had no one else to turn to. They were all my besties. So, I have to hide it behind a fake smile.

This suck, you guys. I feel like shit now.

Well, update, Grandpa's out of the ICU, but he's basically in a rehab facility with the choice to try and get himself going or go straight to hospice. It's all up to him

I feel like an asshole for bitching about stupid shit, when you've got real issues like that. I lost my grandfather about a year ago and he was a like a father to me half the time. I'm really sorry to hear about his health being in such bad shape. I'm sending good vibes your way, man.

I don't get along with my head.

Backaches and cold sores. Never fun.
@Octillus, hope all goes well.

I feel a little emo for doing this, but I need a bitch session.

This suck, you guys. I feel like shit now.

Wow...that was a bad one...

And you are not emo for christ sake! Everyone go through this one or more times during life. Everyone gets the bitch-sickness, or boy-sickness. Nothing to be ashamed of or anything.

Well,I know this wont help you, never did the times others told me. But here I go.

SHE AINT WORTH IT! Trust me, she`s not and from my experience she never will be.

I don`t know you, or her. I`m just...getting a picture here. Just bring your hellfire upon me if I`m wrong.

This sounds like one of those "troubled girl, and I`m going to save her" story. That my friend, never works out. I know it, been down the road at least one time (although she never f**ked my friends)

First of all, she seems like a irresponsible person on all levels. Why would you ride with her if she was drugged and drove like an idiot? Ask your self what you are doing. Is she worth risking your life for? Well, to you she most be that right now. I understand. But... I had a friend with a broken heart once. He got depressed and gave a damn about himself and everything. He drove like a maniac and laughed about it every time I told him to slow down. I screamed at him and told him to straighten up or stop the car and let me of, like right then. Do the same...and get the fuck out if she don`t. You can walk, walking is good if you have a crushed heart. It has it`s own ...poetic value in times like this to wander down the side of a highway...

I know I´m not very helpfull from your point of view now. Might even piss you of. So I wont advice you to stop being in love with her since you can`t just do that right now anyways. So here is a good advice, I know because I fucked up on this my self and regret it. If another girl comes around and likes you and you like her as well. Don`t think "I like her but she is not the one". This girl that sleep around with your friends, take drugs and act irresponsible is not with you anyways is she? And if things are the way they are it wont matter anyways if you go for someone else..at least do it, or say to your self "in the mean time". It can`t hurt you right? Not as much as it hurts now anyways. That`s all I can say...kind of.

And...

Among my friends. Those that have parted ways, that I don`t see anymore and those I have now. There has always been a codex. You do NOT go after girls your friends want or like. If anyone did that to me they would not be my friends anymore.

I feel a little emo for doing this, but I need a bitch session.

This suck, you guys. I feel like shit now.

Wow...that was a bad one...

And you are not emo for christ sake! Everyone go through this one or more times during life. Everyone gets the bitch-sickness, or boy-sickness. Nothing to be ashamed of or anything.

Well,I know this wont help you, never did the times others told me. But here I go.

SHE AINT WORTH IT! Trust me, she`s not and from my experience she never will be.

I don`t know you, or her. I`m just...getting a picture here. Just bring your hellfire upon me if I`m wrong.

This sounds like one of those "troubled girl, and I`m going to save her" story. That my friend, never works out. I know it, been down the road at least one time (although she never f**ked my friends)

First of all, she seems like a irresponsible person on all levels. Why would you ride with her if she was drugged and drove like an idiot? Ask your self what you are doing. Is she worth risking your life for? Well, to you she most be that right now. I understand. But... I had a friend with a broken heart once. He got depressed and gave a damn about himself and everything. He drove like a maniac and laughed about it every time I told him to slow down. I screamed at him and told him to straighten up or stop the car and let me of, like right then. Do the same...and get the fuck out if she don`t. You can walk, walking is good if you have a crushed heart. It has it`s own ...poetic value in times like this to wander down the side of a highway...

I know I´m not very helpfull from your point of view now. Might even piss you of. So I wont advice you to stop being in love with her since you can`t just do that right now anyways. So here is a good advice, I know because I fucked up on this my self and regret it. If another girl comes around and likes you and you like her as well. Don`t think "I like her but she is not the one". This girl that sleep around with your friends, take drugs and act irresponsible is not with you anyways is she? And if things are the way they are it wont matter anyways if you go for someone else..at least do it, or say to your self "in the mean time". It can`t hurt you right? Not as much as it hurts now anyways. That`s all I can say...kind of.

And...

Among my friends. Those that have parted ways, that I don`t see anymore and those I have now. There has always been a codex. You do NOT go after girls your friends want or like. If anyone did that to me they would not be my friends anymore.

I'm not mad at you all for saying any of that. It was good to hear, actually.

She didn't start out like that. She actually started out really cool, but then she got on this whole depression thing over some guy and wound up like this. I finally got some sleep, which is helping me think a lot more clear. I realized I'm not that upset about it, actually. It's good to find out she's a crazy bitch without having to have dated her, or anything. That's pretty convenient. She was once the coolest chick I'd ever met, but she hopped on the crazy express and got the outta dodge. I'm done with it. lol

As far as the drugged driving thing goes, that was a new one. It'd never happened before, and I didn't know she was high 'till we were at Steak and Shake. So, I kinda got thrown into that one.

and the I agree with the bro code. My friends just have a bit of a skewed view on that. "If the chick isn't going for him back, it's fair game." Messed up, I know, but I can't be mad at them. They were all drunk and desperate when things happened. They're not so bad, though. You know what they say, "Bros before hoes."

Anyway, thanks for the advice, it's good to know people care about others, even if they've never met. It means a lot to me, man. It seems like no one gives a shit about anyone, but themselves these days. It's good to know not everyone is like that!

No problem at all. Helping others...can't stop myself for duing so

Btw. when you said 90 mph, I never remember how to convert that to km/h. So I asked my brother when we where driving to town today. And god...that is just beneath 150!!!

Someone broke into me and my fiancee's car a couple nights ago... didn't get in but screwed the driver's side door seal up... and broke something in the passanger side lock.. soo redicious since in our complex we got the crappiest oldest car, were the furthest building from the main road as theres two sets of buildings ahead of us and we had nothing at all in it no reciepts nothing at all cops won't do anything they say we have to have had something stolen for them to do something..

You know what they say, "Bros before hoes."

They say that? Really?

You know what they say, "Bros before hoes."

They say that? Really?

or maybe it was hose...

Talking about bitches...my sister in law is going down the drain...No drugs or things like that. She drinks to much, too often and behaves like a...like a... She is 20 now, and behaves like she is 14. Ok, she is not a bitch. She just annoys the shit out of me. A little self-respect...just a little..would do great to her...and the bad reputation she will get if she goes on. And it would be great to her fams bank account. It would be great for all of us who have to save her ass if she runs out of money and can`t get home. Sleeping on our couch and puking..god damn.

Talking about bitches...my sister in law is going down the drain...No drugs or things like that. She drinks to much, too often and behaves like a...like a... She is 20 now, and behaves like she is 14. Ok, she is not a bitch. She just annoys the shit out of me. A little self-respect...just a little..would do great to her...and the bad reputation she will get if she goes on. And it would be great to her fams bank account. It would be great for all of us who have to save her ass if she runs out of money and can`t get home. Sleeping on our couch and puking..god damn.

It's ridiculous how some people get like this! The part that's really messed up, is that it's glorified, too! I mean, there are show of MTV that encourage that kind of stupid ass behavior, and people love it! When you're drunk and without self respect, people just see it as an opportunity to take advantage of others!

I hope she gets her shit together. It's just gonna have to run it's course, though. You can't really change people like that. One day, she'll get fed up with waking up, feeling like shit, not knowing what the hell happened. It's exhausting. One day, she's gonna wake up and think, "Man, I need some real rest for a change". Hopefully that moment arrives soon!!

Talking about bitches...my sister in law is going down the drain...No drugs or things like that. She drinks to much, too often and behaves like a...like a... She is 20 now, and behaves like she is 14. Ok, she is not a bitch. She just annoys the shit out of me. A little self-respect...just a little..would do great to her...and the bad reputation she will get if she goes on. And it would be great to her fams bank account. It would be great for all of us who have to save her ass if she runs out of money and can`t get home. Sleeping on our couch and puking..god damn.

It's ridiculous how some people get like this! The part that's really messed up, is that it's glorified, too! I mean, there are show of MTV that encourage that kind of stupid ass behavior, and people love it! When you're drunk and without self respect, people just see it as an opportunity to take advantage of others!

I hope she gets her shit together. It's just gonna have to run it's course, though. You can't really change people like that. One day, she'll get fed up with waking up, feeling like shit, not knowing what the hell happened. It's exhausting. One day, she's gonna wake up and think, "Man, I need some real rest for a change". Hopefully that moment arrives soon!!

You are right about that. She live inside some MTV-fantasy. Walking around dreaming of becoming rich one day and stupid things like that. Wanting to become some glamour chick like those she sees on TV.. Well, then it is about fucking time she stops seeing life like a fucking party every day and start to think about what she is going to do with her life. I think a lot of her problem is that she is not good at anything. She is not interested in anything other than parties. When she`s not drinking she is just bored because she don`t have anything else to do. I`m sure there is something she can be good at or have talent for. It`s about time she stops wining about it and find something usefull to spend her time on. She is too old for this.

And yes. She do this because she think it`s sooo cool. Or maybe because she think her friends think she is because her self-estem is a fucking tragedy too, something I know, not speculations.

If she don`t turn the table around soon she will end up selling clothes on some underpaid store and being kicked out by men every 3 years or something like that.

It's just another fad. I give it a few more months. People lose interest. Hopefully your sister in law will, too. Sorry to hear that she fell into that whole mess!

RIP Wurzel

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